Well I know it has been forever since I last posted. I know I need to get back into xanga so I have somewhere to put my thoughts. Let me update everything that has been going on. I know live in Clarksville again. I tried living with my brother and his family but that went to hell and didnt work out at all. He moved to Marin and we all went our seperate ways. I am also married and my daughter turns 1 year old in december. She is awesome. I am so happy that I had her and wouldnt give up my baby girl for the world. She is already walking and can say a lot of words by herself. She says mama, dada, papa, baba, ball, bye bye, puppy, and she also will say ow! and wow. She is growing so quick. Me and my husband are so proud of her. And speaking of my husband. I love him very much. We are so great together. He loves and adores me and I love and adore him. Right now he is working toward the idea of going into the air force and I am staying home with our daughter. I love being a stay at home mom. We are both going to go apply at APSU to start classes and try and get degrees. I cant wait to start school again. Should be awesome. But anyway I need to go pack up some things. Ariana and I are going to my parents for the weekend so I can go to a friend's funeral and Ariana is staying the week with my parents, her grandparents. So I will post more later.

Well I know it has been a really long time since I last posted. Well everything is going really good. I have a job and a wonderful husband and a beautiful daughter. Me and Eric are doing great.Ariana is very beautiful and is getting big. She is now 4 1/2 months old and is learning so much new stuff. She is almost crawling and cooing like crazy. Well I will update more later.

Well the baby has been born, she is beautiful. Her name is Ariana Rayne. Me and Eric are so happy. We are still very happily married. We have moved back to my hometown and are living together with my brother and his family. Things are going very well for us considering that we are job searching. I have found a new pasttime that I never thought I would like. I actually enjoy playing Dance Dance Revolution....I am pretty good and so is eric....Since is is very light on his feet. But anyway I have to go check my myspace and will post more later.

Wow it has been a long time since I have been on. Well life is doing great. The baby is doing great and growing like crazy. She is 3 1/2 lbs. Her name is Ariana Rayne and I am anxious for her arrival. ONLY 9 WEEKS LEFT!!!!!!! But anyway how is everyone doing? Well I will post more later.

Well I am getting on to say hi to everyone and see how ya'll are doing. It has been forever since I have been on here lol. I am doing pretty good. Getting sick feelings pretty often and still have not gone to the doctor and I am in my 4th month of prgnancy -.- I really really need to go. But I did get to hear the baby's heartbeat the other day with a stethescope ^_^ I was VERY happy lol. But I am going to go eat I'll post more later

OMG I am so depressed right now. Eric called on his lunch break but I stupidily left my cell phone in my dorm while I went to give a paper to the bitchy teacher I hate so much. So now I missed both his calls and I feel so bad. I am crying cause he sounded so sad on his voice mail message he sent me. I hate hearing him like that...it makes me feel really really sad. And cant call him cause he is already back at work. OMG I feel so freaking sad. I just wanna cry. I wanna talk to him so bad and I had my chance but I had to be stupid and leave my damn cell phone in my dorm. I am soo fucking stupid. I miss him soo much and missed a chance to talk to him. But anyway I did do one good thing....I bought him that Fruits Basket Volume 13 he was talking about.....I hope he will like it. But anyway I am gonna go curl up and cry for a while or until Eric gets home so I can call him.......

Ok so I am once again in English class and bored outta my mind. My teacher is bitching cause the printer went out and noone can fix it. She needs to chill out geezus.

But anyway, last night was terrible. My roommate kept me up till 3 this morning cause she was on the phone and apparently does not know how to freaking whisper. And then she plays music also while she is on the phone and decides that she doesn't want to turn it down. I was getting pissed cause I was already having problems sleeping since I dont have have my Eric to sleep beside me and then I finally fall asleep and her ass wakes me up. GEEZ!!! lol but yeah I am ok. I really miss Eric. He over slept this morning so I didnt get to talk to him before he left to work and wont be able to talk to him till like 5-6 tonight :( I miss him. I only got to talk to him for 10 minutes last night cause he was too tired to stay up. I really really miss him. I hate not being able to talk to him and see him anytime I want. But after Friday no more of these whole weeks away from eachother. We are moving into our apartment this weekend finally. I am so happy that we actually are moving into a place of our own. And my parents are helping out so much. They seem to be very supportive especially with the baby. They have bought us a stroller, a car seat, a walker, and a crib. ^_^

But anyway I am gonna go. I will update more later

Well, once again I am without my better half. I had to endure all of last week without my baby and this weekend was great ^-^ I spent the entire weekend cuddling with Eric every chance I got. We also got to teach a baby chicken how to walk ^_^ It was so cute. And last night when he brought me back to campus I asked him to spend the night so we could spend more time together. I just hated seeing him walk away to the parking lot this morning as I had to head to class. I was about to cry...and still am. I don't want to have to go another whole week without him. It sucks I dont get to see him until Friday. I miss him so much already. And also another thing that sucks is that I won't get to talk to him until 9:00 tonight when he gets off of work. grrrrr.....

But on another note, I have begun to get morning sickness....Kinda sucks lol But I know that in 9 months it will all be worth it. I just need to get a job so I can spoil it when it gets here lol. ^_^ And after this week no more school for me for about a year. I am taking time off so I can raise the baby and spend time with it. Also no more whole weeks without Eric :D. Oh and to make a correction on Eric's post. The God-mother of the baby isn't my friend Tammi. My mother told me she is the God-mother NO MATTER WHAT!!!! lol She said I had no choice in the matter. lol Figures....I didn't think I would lol.

But anyway I am in class and the teacher is bound to start her usually ranting and singing.....yeah you heard it right...singing. -.- And trust me...I would rather her never open her mouth again. lol Well I am gonna go. Post more later or something....I dunno...when I do post it will be all about how much I love and miss Eric... lol Well catch ya'll later.

Well today went ok. I slept most of it away. I sleep way to much now. I got to spend all day yesterday with Eric ^-^. We went on a date. I loved it. Then we got to come home and spend more time together ^_^ It was a very good day. Nothing new has really happened. Me and Eric are trying to think up baby names and aren't really getting anywhere. We have one idea for a girl but it is in the works. Well I am gonna go pass out for a bit to let time pass till my baby gets home.

Well these last couple of days have been hectic. Tonight Eric and I have to go to my parent's house to talk about our future and returning to college in the future and talk about how we will raise our baby. It actually completely hit me last night. I began to feel scared but yet excited. I am happy we are having the baby. Even though the thought of delivery is scaring the hell outta me. But I am glad that I am having Eric's baby though.....I could never see myself with anyone else. OMG It feels so weird people asking me when I am due and how far along I am lol....Something I gotta get used to lol. Well I am in class and will catch ya'll later.

Well I haven't posted in awhile and thought I would. The past few days have been great. I got to spend all of Friday and Saturday with Eric since he was off work. I got alone with him since my roommie went to her man's house. I realize more and mre everyday just how much I love Eric....I dunno if it is possible but I grow to love him more and more everyday. My love for him is soo strong......Well anyway I am soo bored and I miss Eric like crazy....He should be home any minute and I can't wait.....I told him earlier that I was gonna hold him for a long time and give hm MANY kisses. I WANT TO CUDDLE NOW DAMNIT lol....Well I am off to wait for my Baboo to get home. Catch ya'll later

Well, today was a good day...kinda. I went to class and hung out with Eric. We took a nap together before he had to go to work. It was soo sweet. We also got to cuddle before he left. I miss cuddling with him soo much. I just hope that I am awake enough when he gets home to cuddle with him some more. I am soo glad he has off tomorrow cause I really do miss him. I think I am going to go to my parents house tomorrow so me and him can sleep in the big bed lol. I really really miss him!!!!! I never thought I could love someone so much. My whole life has been a series of guys that have just used me for certain things and guys cheating on me and leaving me for other girls that were eithrer prettier or easy. I have also had a serious problem my whole life with trusting people. Especially the people I date. It seems everytime I give my heart to someone and trust them completely I end up heartbroken and hurt. But this time I feel different. Me and Eric had a rocky time about a month ago and he lost all my trust and left me heartbroken for about 8 hours. But it seems my heart has begun to mend. I have been trying to give Eric my complete trust again. I know it hurts him so bad when I say I am trying...And I hate seeing the pain in his eyes when I say " I am sorry I am trying."

*******Eric I know you will probably read this when you finally get home. Baby I miss you soo much, you couldn't imagine how much I miss you =P I hate watching you walk away and me knowing I won't be able to see you again for another 8-9-10 hours. Like tonight when you told me you were not going to be here till 2:00 I felt so sad. I felt like crying cause I seriously miss you so much. I know you have to have a job and everything, I understand that fully. I am just expressing how I feel. YOu always tell me to share my feelings and I am going to try and do that more. And sweetie I know hoe bad you feel when I tell you I am trying to trust you again. I know because I can see the pain in your eyes and it kills me. The trust I want you to have has to be complete and honest. I want all of your trust and want to give you all of mine in return. I am tired of living in paranoia of a reoccurance and I think it should end. So baby I just want you to know that you are closer more now than ever of having my complete trust. You have already earned my heart back. My heart has been mended and has healed from its abuse and it now belongs all to you. I have never given my whole heart away to anyone else before. I have never met someone I thought so worthy of it than you. I am completely serious when I say that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I can see myself with you forever. I love waking up next you and coming home to you everyday after classes. And I also love being the one that you come home to everyday when you get off of work. I want to be the one you cuddle with every night for the rest of your life and be the one you wake up to every morning for the rest of your life. I can never find the right words to tell you how much I love you and I feel like I can never tell you enough. I am sitting here pouring my heart to you ( and everyone else lol) And the only reason I am is because I truly love you with my whole heart. All of it. I sit here and cry as I write this because I miss you and want to be in your arms right now. I want you to know how I feel for you. How I truly feel. I know this can not really SHOW you how I feel but I hope it can give you more of a inside look on it. YAY you just called me!!! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!! And see it isn't bad but it made me cry. ^-^ But baby I know you are probably tired of reading now so I am going to go ahead and wait for you to finish reading so I can hold you all night and wake in your arms since I love doing that so much. GEEZ I cant wait for you to get home. I am dying to hold you and kiss you and am wanting for you to read this. And sweetie I am not worried as much anymore. I am going to try and get past the paranoia and trust you. I want you to have my trust. I love you way to much to let some stupid thing like paranoia ruin us. I am scared it will drive you away. But baby as a gift to you I am going to try soo much harder to give you the rest of my trust cause you are so close to getting it back completely. I want you to have it like you have my heart...Cause Eric you do have my heart. It is yours to keep forever. It will never belong to anyone else again and I am glad it is that way. I am glad I get the joy of spending the rest of eternity with you. But sweetie you shoudl be home in like another hour or so....So I will stop for now baby. I can't wait for you to get home and I will see you when you get here sweetie. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH SWEETIE. ****** hugs and kisses only for you baby***** I LOVE YOU!!!

Ok everyone I will catch everyone later!!!! heh heh

OH YEAH sweetie I have those song files you want to hear of me singing!!!!! I cant wait to let you hear them....I made them for you....and I mean that lol...But anyway...I LOVE YOU BABY

Wow it has been forever since I last posted. My spring break is going pretty good. I am not getting to spend as much time with Eric like I am wanting to do because he has to work. But Saturday he has off and I am soo happy I will actually get to spend some cuddle time with him.....I miss cuddle time with him T_T But oh well I am going to have to get over it. He needs the job. I finally got he nerve to dye my hair again. I did it once last year and made the mistake of bleaching streaks into it but now I dyed it black/blue. I love it sooo much. I finally have a color close to my own natural color. YAY!!! ^-^ Eric just came over and gave me a hug and kiss. I love him soo much ^_^ heh heh. But anyway nothing really new has happened. I wish spring break would stop going by soo fast....it is already Thursday. But yeah I am going to go get ready...going to the store with my sis in law. Catch ya'll later.

Anger Section*

1. what do you do when you're mad? --> Pace around a room and clinch my hands together.....Maybe hit something...depending on how mad I am.....

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? --> Punched a concrete wall and busted my knuckles up and hurt someone.....

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad? --> Yes a few people

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad? --> My brother and my sisters and myself

5. do you curse when you're mad? -->Yeah usually......


*Crying Section*

1. when was the last time you really cried your heart out? --> Ummm about a few weeks ago....February 21 I think.....But I have cried some since then just not as bad

2. ever cried yourself to sleep? -->Many times

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder? --> Yes I love her greatly for letting me.....I love you tammi You're my girl!!!!

4. do you cry when you get an injury? --> Depends on what kind it is....

5. do certain songs make you cry? --> Missing, Probably wouldn't be this way, and a few others....

*Pain Section*.

1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?? --> Ummm.......I have never really done anything bad to anyone..... I have loved someone so much that it ended up hurting me But I think it is all good now

2. how depressed can you get? --> I have been to the point of suicide, February 21 I was extremely close but my friends pulled me out of it.....Even after crying 8 hours my friends were there the whole time.....

*Happy Section*

1. are you normally a happy person? --> It depends I get into depressed moods and feel terrible but then I will be all happy again....I wonder if I am bipolar....lol

2. what can make you happy? --> Being with friends and knowing I am loved

3. do you wish you were happier? -->I am good right now...I just hope everything stays like it is......

4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy? -->Yes very



*Love Section*.

1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them? -->Yes but I have almost died cause of someone but not for them....

2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her? --> yes

3.have U loved someone so much, it made you cry? -->yes i have.... -.-

4.has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you? -->yup..... even strangers lol

*Hate Section*

1. have you ever been on a hate list? --> not that I know of...but then again you're not supposed to know lol

2.have you ever hated any one that broke your heart? --> Yes I have......except one...I couldnt hate him for some reason....I just couldn't

3. do you hate Bush? --> HAHAHA??!!! The president or..... :-?

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. is your self-esteem extremely low? --> Yes it is...... It always has been

2.do you believe in yourself? --> not really

3.when people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny you are? --> Yes I tell them they must not really see me

4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat? --> Yup

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough? --> Yes

6.are you happy with who you are? -->Sometimes

The seven deadly sins.

ANGER/WRATH:

1. Who did you last get angry with?: My dad

2. What is your weapon of choice?: Anything sharp

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: Yup!

4. How about of the same sex?: Hell yeah

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: My dad

6. What is your pet peeve?: Cheaters, liers, dishonest people and hypocrites

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let things go?: It would depend on what was done to me

SLOTH:

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you have not done in a long time?: Can't think of anything....Wear actual shoes lol

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: 1 or 2ish

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Belle

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: ummm I dont think I have made any in a LONG time I have good excuses none are lame lmao

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?: ...... * crosses arems* What's it to ya??

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: ummm....about 3 months ago...campus has a gym but haven't gone in a while

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: Didn't use one today

GLUTTONY:

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: Coke!!!! CAFFEINE!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

2. Do you eat the skin of off chicken?: Yup

3. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: Hell no....they are all fakes

4. Do you have an issue with your weight?: Not really...I know I am overweight but I don't care I am happy with who I am so yeah.....

5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: Sweet Like me ^-^ heh heh

6. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, lunch?: ummmm no..... wtf??!?!?!?!

LUST:

1. How many people have you seen naked (Not counting movies, zines and flyers?): ummmm.....About 8 I think

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: 1 O.~

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of the opposite/same sex during a normal conversation?: HAHAHAHAHA I do it all the time...But mainly to only one person lmao

5. What is your favorite body part on the opposite/same sex?: Eyes and smile

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? Nope

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: Yea...pregnancy

GREED:

1. How many credit cards do you own?: None Just a debit card

2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: Hot Topic

3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: Get an apartment and pay for school

4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: I dont want to be either but I want the world to hear me sing

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: yeah sure whatever pays the bills

6. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: none

PRIDE:

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: Sang at special occassions...Like the funeral of a baby girl...I stayed strong

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: My singing

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: I wanna sing for the world and become a great Vet and a great wife and companion to Eric

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: Not really

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill?: Yes

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: Yup

7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: I loved Eric....and loving someone and trusting someone is very hard for me

ENVY:

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: Nothing..I have what I need...Friends, school, a great fiancee.....^-^

2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: What is that??!!!

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: Amy Lee...I LOVE HER!!!!

4. Have you ever been cheated on?.......Umm.....I think I have only had like 3 out of 10 people that haven't cheated on me

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: sometimes then I realize " why?"

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: The ability for people to see beyond looks and like me for me

7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: nope

8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: Lust

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Kimmi
2. Kimmi cat
3. Kibbie

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. demonchildof_hell2005
2. darknessofnightconsumesme
3. sexycreeper05

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My singing ability
2. My hair
3. My love for Eric

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My trusting to much of people
2. My temper
3. My being to emotional

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Mexican
2. Indian
3. White??? lol

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. loosing Eric
2. Being alone
3. never feeling love

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Cell phone
2. kisses from Eric^-^ =P and Eric in general :D heh heh
3. CAFFEINE

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Evil monkey shirt
2. Barb wire arm bands
3. pajama pants

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS(/SINGERS):
1. Evanescence
2. Marilyn Manson
3. Seether

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Missing- Evanescence
2. Haunted- Evanescence
3. Breathe No More- Evanescence

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Try getting an apartment for me and Eric to live in
2. Find a college major and stick with it ^-^
3. Planning the perfect wedding

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. trust!!!!
2. affection!!!!
3. honesty!!!!!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I love Eric with all my heart
2. I am afraid of loosing Eric
3. If my heart was broken I could live on with my life

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Dark hair....preferebly(sp) long
2. gothic/punk fashion sense
3. Good sense of humor and love :D

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Stop loving Eric
2. Trust completely
3. Stop drinking Caffeine

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Singing
2. online games
3. chatting online

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Drink coke
2. GET A PENGUIN!!!!!!
3. PET A MONKEY!!!!!!!!!!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Author
2. Singer
3. Veterinarian


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. Ireland
3. Germany ERIC!!!!!!!!!

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Serene
2. Claudia
3. Damien

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live a good life
2. have a great family
3. Stop Eric from skydiving!!!!!!!!


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ok...you guys can answer these ones..please lol, I'll do it for you too ^_^

WHAT IF...?
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you do me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Kimberly
Birth date: 2/3/1987
Current Location: At my computer desk in Murray Kentucky
Eye color: Dark brown
Hair Color: Dark brown
Righty or Lefty: Right
Zodiac Sign: Aqarius
Favorite Music: I like ala music
Favorite Band: Hawthorne Evanescence
Least Favorite music: I dunno
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Mexican, Indian, White
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: My flip flops
Your weakness: I am too trusting and love to easily
Your fears: Loosing the one I love soo much
Goal you'd like to achieve: FInishing college and marrying mt fiancee Eric

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase: Are you ok?, Bite me!
Your thoughts first waking up: Yay ERIC!!!!!!!
Your best physical feature: My smile
Your bedtime: I dont have one
Your most missed memory: Hanging with my family when I was young

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Mcdonald's
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Neither
Lipton Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Neither

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Hell No!!!!
Swear: Yes
Take a shower: Yes
Have a crush(es): Yes... heh heh Eric!
Think you've been in love: I am in love now
Liked high school: It was kool
Want to get married: Yes I am engaged!!!
Believe in yourself: Rarely
Get motion sickness: No
Think you're a health freak: No
Get along with your parents: Usually

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: Yes
Gone on a date: Yes
Gone to the mall: no
Been on stage: No
Eaten Sushi: No
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: No
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
taken off your clothes in a game: nope
Gotten beaten up: No
Changed who you were to fit in: No

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: Next year
How do you want to die: I dunno
What country would you most like to visit: Any european country

LAYER NINE: IN A GUY
Best eye color?: Blue and hazel
Best hair color?: Any color
Short or long hair: Long!
Height: 6'0
Best first date location: Anywhere as long as I am with them
Articles of clothing: Gothic

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL
Best eye color?: Blue and green
Best hair color?: Any....Preferably dark colors
Short or long hair: long
Height: Short
Best first date location: Anywhere
Articles of clothing: Whatever she's comfortable in

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people i can trust: I am not completely sure
Number of CD's: 50+
Number of tattoos: none yet
Number of times ur names been in the newspaper: A few
Number of scars on my body: Numerous



That Called You? My mom
That Text You? No One
That IMed You? Merrick
You Yelled At? My sister
You Hugged? Eric
You Kissed? Eric
That You Laughed At? Merrick
Went Shopping With? Eric
Slept At There House? Eric
To Disappoint You? .....I dunno
To Ask You Out? Eric
To Brighten Your Day? Eric
That You Were Sad About? Eric
You Saw A Movie With? Eric
You Called? my mom
You Saw? Tammi
You Cried Over? Eric
You Were Mad At? My sis
You Couldnt Take Your Eyes Off? Eric

Well, I am back to the dorm after spending the weekend at home....It was an amazing weekend....heh heh...I never wated it to end...Today was ok. I got to spend the whole day with Eric which is good because he started his job today. He has been gone since 4:15 and won't be back until 8:15. I miss him soooo much. I have an hour and about 39 mins left. T_T Well Eric I know you will read this when you get home...But I miss you soo much baby and I can not wait till you get back....I wanna see you soooo bad......^_^ But anyway I am going to go clean the dorm before Eric gets home....I LOVE YOU SWEETIE!!!!! I <3 Eric